
Sayako has been changed by her experience, she notices that after Yoichi’s death she has started taking on
some of his personality… She becomes less feminine and looks like some kind of
lesbian so no-one tries to pick her up. Because she is busy working or else in hospital there is no chance really to meet anyone. She has vivid memories of the rainbow
coloured world she returned from… She sees the rainbow as the
bridge on which her grandfather brought her back. But her body returned before her soul
so her body has been mostly on auto-pilot. At the local bar, the owner Shingami san won’t allow
her to drink too much. He jokes that he needs to keep his customers alive. When
she was younger and drinking heavily she didn’t really like his bar. Now she
appreciates its atmosphere much more. She realises since her return from the other world that the price of living in a world of such beauty is the energy you bring with you (69). This world however is shared by the dead as well as the living.
The first ghost she ever saw was
a young woman sitting at a window. She didn't move or make eye contact, she
just smiled and flicked her hair. At the bank she Sayako saw a young man coming out
the wrong door with a bicycle. He saw her staring at the window and started
talking to her. She realizes she is living in a world shared by both the dead
and the living (59). It turns out the young woman was his mother. She wishes
that Yoichi was watching over her in the same way… The woman died of a weak
heart. The young woman she sees in the window is how she looked when she was
young. He asks her inside the house. She wonders if she can stay and he says yes…
She realizes that he can read her mind. She also realizes that she herself is living the
life of a ghost, half alive and half dead looking after the unfinished business
of her dead boyfriend.
With references to Frankenstein and zombies, Sweet Hereafter is a response to tragedy and the painful process of recovery that follows. In her afterword to the book she thanks those readers who send her letters saying how much her books have helped them. In the aftermath of the tsunami and the accident at Fukushima, she initially wanted to go and help out as a volunteer. Instead, she chose to write this book. Whilst there is criticism of her books as being light and filled with New Age fantasies there is a real sense that these books can 'speak' to those who have been damaged and are looking for ways to rebuild their sense of self.
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